on red flags, waiting, and being clumsy.

I think sometimes, even when I might recognize something makes me feel uneasy, or uncomfortable, I will still default to waiting. Give it time. Just wait and see. Just a little more time.

Sometimes I sit and think. Profound, right? And when I’m rather emotionally or physically shaky or fried, ruminate, a fun new skill I picked up in the last year and a half. But other times, when I’m lucky, I get to just have some good me to me dialogue, dissecting whatever happens to be circling around the brain that day.

Today I’m thinking of my patter…